Murphy's Law
So scant more than a day after I posted how awesome my kids were, they decided to go bat crazy on me. Monday was littered with students who were not prepared, unwilling to do work, and being genuinely disruptive. I felt like I taught for a total of 5 minutes, then spent the rest of the day repeating those 5 minutes of teaching so the students who were "behind" could get caught up. It was easily the most frustrating day of teaching I've had so far. Needless to say, I took Tuesday off for a much deserved personal day, which I spent doing work for school as well as playing video games to de-stress. I find it funny that I can handle what other people would call "big problems" like gang-related violence with no trouble at all, but when it comes to the little things piling up, that's where I surrender. It's always the little things.

It felt good sticking it to my students on Tuesday though (I'm not saying this if I get off yelling at teenagers... but I've given my students lots of chances to show their responsibility and individuality, and they took advantage of my good graces). It's the first time I've really shown any real anger in class, but I was honest with them, told them why I was absent, what was wrong, and what they need to do to make things right. The rest of the week went swimmingly.

Monologues
The end of the week was actually really, really fun. The students have been working on monologues for several weeks, and I performed a short monologue on Thursday to give them an example of what a performance might look like. My performance was about a 20-something who lost his job and was forced to move in with his parents. Depressed, he spent his time playing video games. Let's just say that I didn't stretch too much on this character, but I need a good example as a teacher so all my kids can connect with it. The kids loved it, and started performing on Friday. I was quite impressed with several performances, and proud of ALL my students. They were all SO nervous to stand up in front of the class and perform. It's really odd, because these kids seem so much different than what my friends and I were like as teenagers, but they really are very much the same. I'm looking forward to seeing the rest of the performances at the start of this week.

Oh yeah - Math TAKs is Thursday. I really hope my students do well. At least we're almost done with it all, and I'll be able to get back the English TAKs grades in a few weeks.